Final sem syndrome

Final sem syndrome is getting to me. Of course, I try to submit my assignments on time like I usually do BUT there are times when I feel I haven't given my all; things could've been better IF I had slightly better vocabulary so that expression isn't so unclear. I realize that at times, I tend to just follow whatever that darn journal article has to say... then after writing so much, I think, wait... whatthe>>>> am I supposed to say again? It's like, you wanna say L but you end up saying P. Then, when I've submitted the whole thing, it's like AHHH!!!!! YA HOR, WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF IT THAT WAY????

Not to mention, I'm also taking things slower. Not PANICKING for presentations at all even though I'm literally UNPREPARED because I don't wanna seem so bossy with my group... since that guy is VERY VERY NICE to me. This is also owing to the fact that I unfortunately and unexpectedly TWISTED my leg on that fateful Wednesday morning just right after getting dressed when I noticed I didn't have my phone with me and went back to my bedside table to get it. Gah, I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself. One, for being super forgetful, Two, for having stubborn, culprit, jinxed legs.  For once, it had to be the left leg that was cramp...MY RIGHT is supposedly weaker than the left (which probably explains why I hate to play the pedal on the piano).


Then again, because of the cramp left leg, my right kinda pushed the left a little. Next thing I know, I fell *SPLAT* on the floor.

Don't ask me HOW i managed to walk on Wednesday for classes but I went off after apologising  to that guy abt delaying discussion for presentation till the following week - our presentation week. Thankfully, he understood why and didn't SCREAM at me or appear to be agitated/irritated/frustrated/wanting to start a fight with me.

Instead he went: Hey, how're you...... Oh, okay. Get better soon.

NO Thanks to that rather nasty fall, I had ONE day of excruciating pain, couldn't walk, had to delay another presentation and forgo 3 classes.

Very nice, JL.

Non-stop assignments, here I come!