gosh

you know you just can't wait for sem to be over esp when you can actually MIX UP your name with someone else's i.e. JOCELYN. Coz I thought it was Jocelyn's reading. Sheesh. What's wrg with me??? I actually didn't realise I had a presentation today, you know??? Thank god, it wasn't another lecturer. THE reading, I didn't know he actually picked one for me! He shd have reminded me! Coz the first time I was supposed to present, I didn't coz I injured my leg thanks to how I fell down. Then, I thought of postponing but there was no time so he said tak payahlah. SO, I thought I was done. Then again, I felt pretty awkward that I never presented anything.

Today, however, I got the shock of my life when lec said I was presenting.

And I thought to myself, APA aku nak buat ni? You have to come up with sth! in 20 mins!

Guess what? I summarized the rdg in 4 sentences because I couldn't really und what was going on. I mean, it's abt govt, sexuality post-rep. Apa entah. There was also sth abt Dickens. I think it was an example relating to govt. Problem is I didn't know how to elaborate. :(

NASIB baik, no marks. Phew. AND lecturer didn't seem to mind. In fact, he said I presented! LOL!

I swear I will never do this again! I've never forgotten something so important before.

Well, I kinda think the presentations don't help me much anyway. Unless it's like 1 presentation per week. Ini sometimes 6 presentations in 45 mins.

Okay, not gonna whine anymore.

Fingers crossed, I don't ever have to present academic readings anymore.